Tuesday, March 13, 2012

An Actual Hopeful Day!



Woke up in the morning, hoping for a few extra minuets of serenity sleep that I can't afford wondering maybe one day will come where I won't feel like I was hit by a truck when the alarm goes off.

Racing to finish the morning routine, hoping to make it on time today, hoping for an easy ride to the place we go to in order to help us make dreams come true - not my own dream but they are dreams after all - ... as usual I arrived a few minuets later than I should because of some unexpected  - yet unfortunate - events.

Looking hard for a reason to smile, hoping a smile can make it a better beginning of the renewing challenge called "DAY", knowing that even if it happens I still cannot build high expectations on it, disappointment it a brutal hunter after all.

Going through the day, hoping for the best yet prepared for the worst, but knowing it will be "The usual" , a few friendly faces and voices make it a little bit easier, specially when knowing that I'm not the only one, and it is not easy to anyone.

Home sweet home, now it is time for preparing, eating, washing, connecting,checking, reading, commenting, pretending, making, drinking, practicing, seeing, talking, discussing, convincing, planing, deciding and forgetting which is the most common habit between most people.

Time to sleep, maybe some philosophical thinking, its just me myself and I now, and things seem a lot easier that they were during the day  "It will be fine, Tomorrow is the day where these hopes come true ... I hope".

Saturday, January 14, 2012

7 Ugly Things We All Seek!

We live our lives seeking after things we don't want or need and forget the things we really need, and end up miserable and wondering " If I have all I need then why it doesn't feel as satisfactory as I thought it would?!" here is a list of such Items:

1- Cars: A nice ride is always thought of (by guys) as a girl magnet ,and for girls as a privilege, I don't know what is attractive about an engine on wheels that consumes Gas and produces some force,Heat and whole load of junk for the next generations ... And also there is nothing attractive is getting a loan to buy something to pay back the loan with 25% interest and when the payment is finished the value of the item for which you got the loan is half of its original price!.


2- Success: usually success is reached by those how aimed for much more but didn't hit their target, or others who are not worthy. people stab each other in the back, make conspiracies, deal with people they can't stand just so one day they can look at a mirror and say that they are successful but usually they say that while looking at the suit they are wearing rather than when looking themselves in the eye.


3- Truth: Knowing the truth that was hidden from you is just as bad as the lie that you were told, actually worse, now you have to think of how stupid you are to believe the lie, how didn't you see the truth all along and how easy you can be convinced that an elephant actually chased the guy while he was on the way to meet you downtown somewhere in Europe!. and yes truth hurts and so do lies, but the only difference is that truth can set you free, sometimes free falling!!!

4- Money: money is always about making someone suffer, it is about power, it is about need, and hunger, money is always a dirty thing that makes people act with their most primitive instincts, the same way predators when trying to catch a prey.

5- Happiness: I think we all agree by now that happiness is an abnormal state of mind, lasts for small periods of time then leaves you worst than before ... sounds like I an describing a drug, chemically the endorphins that make us happy are nothing but a natural substitute of drugs as we know it, happiness is addictive but the trouble we face in life is more addicted to us, the best you can do is only make it more frequent talking about happiness of course.


6- Settling Past debts: you know when you past haunts you and you want to get even with someone?... when you do you best just to prove someone wrong about you, or would regret hurting you ... the bad news is that is if that person had ever given a damn at the first place you would never end up obsessing about getting even, just wake up a move on.

7- Glory: Throughout history Glory has always been correlated with death, so unless you are willing to kill many people or sacrifice yourself don't hold you hopes high on that, Success is enough for you in this case (refer to point 2).


I am not saying I don't seek any of those things but the whole point is that for every thing we seek in life there is a good side and an ugly side, and if you can't handle the bad maybe you don't deserve the good!.